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I didnt think there was a name for it I just thought I was crazy all this years

Now imagine that this dude has been trained to kill himself and you've got a hell of a cocktail. Scary

I hate it, I don’t go anywhere without a gun because I’m paranoid. Not even kidding, not just when I go to stores or restaurants, but even in my own home I have to have it when I take a shit. Every night I have to check my doors over and over and clear anywhere big enough for a person to hide so that my brain will rest when I crawl into bed. If I start second guessing it, I have to get up and do it again or I can’t sleep. Shit just drains you. One day I hope I can get over it. I just want to live care free like most people, but it’s almost like an addiction.

Start doing TRE it’s good for veterans

kids just trying to learn algebra in american public school be like:

He’s over exaggerating. He just wants to feel special.

I wasn’t in the military at all and I do this. Something wrong with me?

I’m not trying to take anything away from this guy at all, just saying I’ve never been to the army but I have thoughts like this a lot and it makes me feel not alone knowing somebody goes through what I go through. Thought I was a lil crazy and that part where he said “why am I thinking this, we’re at a restaurant” I felt that heavy

I got diagnosed with this as well… you never let your guard down, you will search and scan for threats, Ingress and egress routs… your mind draws lines highlighting paths of least resistance while navigating Walmart isles….. looking at attitudes, demeanors, waist lines, looking for weapons, looking for people who don’t want to be seen… looking at air vents, wall plugs, the way people interact with cashiers or just people in general…. Looking at cars, we can tell you the kind’s person you are likely to be, probably down to your home life… We don’t want to let go of it, because we feel that hyper vigilance is a skill rather than a form of PTSD…. We think it keeps us safe. But yes… our families have to deal with the dad that is a literal threat detector… and everything is a possible threat….. I did personal security in Iraq…. It sucks because you literally have to wargame any and every possible situation that most likely will not occur…

See what's funny, iv never been in the service or had to watch my back but I'm like this now, I am constantly scanning rooms n watching people, I'd probably be worse than this guy if I served.

You’ll be ok just pray.

Half the people in this world worry about the same stuff but his is a little more eh well point being is the world is ruff 😂 but I will say support the stripes America 🇱🇷

Im like this when I go out to eat, And I’ve never served in the military, Poor guy. I can’t even begin to imagine the battles he goes through in his head daily!!

The sad thing is in this country that’s not even that crazy of a thing to think. It happens. It’s not an inconceivable possibility like in some places in the world.

Very specific situation. He shot a man at dinner time over there...

type of shit i would say in 6th grade to seem like a badass

It truly is debilitating. It’s hard. It sucks.

That’s not stupid, that’s how you stay alive nowadays.

I know full well. At the end of the day he is soft. Get over it. You’re a burden on your family.

Thats normal for me I think its just not triggering for me because ive never experienced combat. I simply take in the layout and then just immerse myself in my dining experience. Theres only so much you can prepare for the rest is in gods hands

We ALL volunteered dude, get the fuck over yourself.

I’m with you brother. I’m the exact same. Must face all vantage points in a room and always have a plan for anyone within the room. How to save them and take them out depending on their actions. It’s hard

I’m not a sniper/never was a sniper, was in the Guard for 6 years and at BCT my drill instructor taught us to think similar to this and I think l this this to this day? I led the guy thinks he has a problem maybe he does but I want this guy on my team

Thank you for your service and your sacrifice Sir.

Civilians should treat this as nothing against them. These guys risk their lives so we can live comfortably.

It does sound bad but it also sounds like a very interesting mc for a film

I'm so glad his wife wasn't misunderstandables. My ex-wife used to think that I was that way because I was always afraid that the person I was cheating on her with would be there. I never cheated on her, come to find out later on in our relationship that she was the one cheating on me. I was just trying to protect my family because I love them more than anything else. Only to find out the person that I loved more than anything else was betraying my trust and love the whole time. Now I don't find it possible to love anybody anymore.

I do the same and I wasn’t in combat.

Im a civilian who never did service but i think this way naturally i didnt know something was wrong with me😮

Understood, it makes any outing hard to really attend mentally. You’re there physically but every scenario played out in your head, timing every move and option to each critical second. All this just from witnessing a murder too young and dealing with it in all the wrong ways through life.

The PTSD is for sure severe with him. He's literally been traumatized into overthinking every single situation he's in... Sending him love and prayers for real

Yeah

Drama queen

Stupid games stupid prizes.

So paranoia?

Shit that every day in Americuh!! Stay ready so you wont have to get ready.

I’ve never served, so it doesn’t impact me the same. But I do the same shit, and my wife knows enough to always let me sit towards the entrance/exit and we never sit in the middle on a restaurant. She never opens doors, whether to get in or out of a car or building. I gotta scan the area before I allow her to get out. Always keep your head on a swivel. I’d rather seem paranoid than miss something and fail my job as the protector. I feel for this guy tho, it seems like it takes a toll on him.

Stop tha cap

This guy is lost in ptsd, he should be under 24 hour watch and therapy

"Your ptsd is not service related" _The VA Probably_

Lies.

Learn to love it, it’s yours

I have the same problem you can never feel safe enough and you can never stop thinking about it either

Been married 20 years. Still do this. Its so bad that once i pick where we sit my wife knows where im sitting. It rubbed off on her as well. So now she scouts with me. That has been how I got through it. My wife has embraced so much throughout the years. As many random acts of violence that has happened the last few years that need to read the area may come in handy.

I hate to be that guy… but…. You know you can function normally with all those thoughts, right? People act like it’s debilitating. But the truth is, you’re just more prepared than everyone else.. you and your family will live because you’re prepared. 👍 you’re winning my guy! Keep it up

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Bro. Relax. Youre a sniper. No where near the action.

Dad's job is to be vigilant and protect family. Shit sucks to feel that way wall the time, super stressed and always jumpy or looking around. It really gets to some people.

Brother....

Then eventually you stop going out..